I felt scared when I thought of coming back to my blog to write something. Scared not of writing, but of reading what I had written before; for I might feel embarrassed. So I came and quickly clicked on the "New Post" link, trying to keep my eyes off of the text of my last post. I need to overcome this fear, of knowing my real self. And the funny thing is, here I am, still believing that I work harder than most people at trying to know myself.
The reason why I have come to write something is to say that I've been feeling like singing, a song, about the moon. I don't know why the moon in specific. Looking at the moon always makes me think of whatever beauty I have come across in recent days. Singing this song would make me happy, but not entirely. It would make me entirely happy if it were true for me. And if it so happens that the words of this song become true for me, then I want that to happen slowly, and savor every moment of it.
The song I want to sing is called "Chandni Raatein". Here is a literal translation:
"Moonlit nights... The whole world sleeps and we stay awake, talking to the stars."
Right now I am scared of singing this song. That is so because I am afraid that if someone doesn't understand, they might be annoyed by it, or think that I am stupid. And if someone understands it, then my rendition might not be perfect enough for them, and they might think that I am stupid. But once it becomes true, then whoever listens, will surely feel what I feel, or at least understand what I feel. I should probably have hope.
The reason why I have come to write something is to say that I've been feeling like singing, a song, about the moon. I don't know why the moon in specific. Looking at the moon always makes me think of whatever beauty I have come across in recent days. Singing this song would make me happy, but not entirely. It would make me entirely happy if it were true for me. And if it so happens that the words of this song become true for me, then I want that to happen slowly, and savor every moment of it.
The song I want to sing is called "Chandni Raatein". Here is a literal translation:
"Moonlit nights... The whole world sleeps and we stay awake, talking to the stars."
Right now I am scared of singing this song. That is so because I am afraid that if someone doesn't understand, they might be annoyed by it, or think that I am stupid. And if someone understands it, then my rendition might not be perfect enough for them, and they might think that I am stupid. But once it becomes true, then whoever listens, will surely feel what I feel, or at least understand what I feel. I should probably have hope.
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